May 2021 10 116 Report
Im so nervous to start regular school again?

No, Im not a freshman, Im going into grade 11. On Tuesday Im going back to the high school I left in grade 9 because I was extremely depressed and self harming, so I had to go to a psych hospital. Ive been doing home schooling for the last year and a half, but I decided that I want to go back this year.

Im so nervous. I have a few people that I stayed friends with that go there and my best friend goes there as well, but Im still freaking out. Everyone knows why I left because a friend of mine spread it around when I told them and I know a lot of people were calling me "crazy" behind my back after they found out. I know people will AT LEAST be talking about me behind my back and there is a pretty good chance a group of kids (who used to bully me back in middle school) are going to be making comments to me about it.

Not only that, but things have changed between my best friend and I since grade 9. We both have boyfriends that weve been with for over a year - but her boyfriend goes to our school and mine doesnt. Shes going to be having lunch alone with her boyfriend 2 times a week and apparently shes sharing a locker with him, so shes going to be hanging out at his locker all the time between classes, along with his group of friends (who I dont know).

My best friend knows how nervous I am, so I know shes going to be there for me and we are going together the first day, but Im still really nervous. I know Im going to be freaking out all weekend.

Any advice? Or just some comforting words?


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