Ok so the guy i like really really really like hes in the air force, and he came back before he is stationed overseas,ive known him for a very long time, and we have always liked eachother, we've fooled around and everything, but never have went all the way.anways so he left yesterday, we hung out quite a bit before he left, and i told him a day b4 he left i cant have sex with him bc nothing can come of it which really sucks. anyways so he stayed over all night and then i changed my mind, bc i reliesed he is leaving in a few hours and i wont see him for months, and so i was kind of hinting it physically that i wanted to, and he sat up said, i cant do this, i dont wanna lead you on, i said u wont i want to do this. then he got up said he couldnt again kissed me goodbye and left, i felt so stupid and rejected, so he texted me right b4 he was boarding the plane saying he liked me more than i could ever know and that he reliesed how much he liked me, he was cussing all the way home bc he wanted to but he couldnt. I mean me n him have been friends forever, and we have a sexual chemistry thats amazing, and were so comfortable together, and love talking to eachother, im not just some girl, i don't understand what happened? what'd i do?