In january me and two other friends missed first and second block, i didn't want to, i told them no, but my frind..ex friend insisted, my othrf riend backed out and said no we will get caught and my friend said nahh! and she told me that if i didnt go she would ditch me and not go around with me..so i did it :S i realise what a terrible friend she is now. anyway we got caught, badly. Mum got called and my frind blamed everything on me, we were sat in the heads office and my frind is her neighbour and she said *You know me miss, i wouldn't do that, i was made!* D: pack of lies.

alot more happened but to the point. Now, in march i did it again...but it was really my fault this time, i mean not peer prssure, i did it. let me xplain. OK so i have this problm (been to doctors, not making it up) anyway i cant cope under stress and can go all violent and crazy when im put under pressure. I had THREE assesments to do the morning before school, becasue all my partners had told m the night before they couldnt be botherd.

I did two powerpoints, but i still had to revise for my sciene teest, do my pethis asssment and makee five pages of an english magazine.. i couldnt do it, i did history and a bit of english and pethics. During history my partners told me they forgot to finish their work. i was livid, we hav to do our asssment on friday, i told sir i had dentist and left class at 9:30

i went to libary to finish my english asssment which i had next block but i wasn't allowd in, i couldnt find anywhere to go i was really frustrated i cant go back to history, the bell went and i was too scared to go to nglish cas i didnt do my asssment so i missed that too D:.

So today i hapen to bump into my english teacher, and h says where were you ysterday h? and i say....dentist. my teacher says, people said you had music nd you left at 9:30, my lesson ended at 11:10 you mitched.

i told him i didnt he said tll m now or it will get worse, i wont let this go, i will go to th head, you will rpeat yourself you wont get away. I said i didnt mitch. and he said so ill call your mum and just check eh? and h walked away!!!

HOLY shhhh. i ran to the toilets and cryed my eyes out, missing the next block too... i kept thinking of my mums look on her face. I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. But PLEASE i cannot go through it again, i have an idea but..

So.. i will tell my mum, explain. and mybe my mum could send a letter to the school saying that i DID go dentist??

I am so ashamed, there is no way i will tell my teachrs its true. please just try and understand, ic ant help it, i just totally muck up under pressure...

im sorry. :(