Alright, so it's 3am and I am so incrediby tired and there is no way in hell I can sleep after this.

Okay, so first of all let me say I have a HUGE fear of spiders. Like, I see a picture of one and I cringe and tear up. Anyways, I was laying down in bed and I started to think of things I should not have , knowing it wasn't something God would want me to be thinking,but I pushed that away and did it. So as I was sort of "daydreaming"....about a married man...yeah, I know, I'm horrible(not proud).... I kept getting these random images of spiders popping into my thoughts. I couldn't continue on and decided to go to sleep. As I was falling asleep I felt as if something were right next to me... I turn and what do you know, right next to my face was a spider. I flew out of my bed, heart beating rapidly, about to cry thinking "oh my God, it happened, it really happened". Now , 1 hour later I'm searching for signs of what this means, but to no avail. My ears itch, my body feels as it spiders are crawling up it... It's 3 am and I can't sleep...Is this God's punishment? I'm truly terrified. My head is itching and I can not manage to lay down and close my eyes.