My sister and I got into a huge fight about some things that were said and confusion about watching her kids. She told me I was "dirt and that I was dead to her." I of course said some nasty things back. I regret it. I am 31, she is 29. We are acting like children. We are both Mothers. It has been about two months since we spoke. She lives two towns away from me (28 miles). I recently heard from our Mother that her boyfriend proposed and she accepted. She is my only sibling and I always thought I would be the first to know and share that moment with her. She never called. I am so curshed. I cry every day and want to call her but am so scared she'll reject me. We both have hurt feelings and are stubborn. I am feeling so sad. What do I do? What needs to happen now? I want an apology and so does she...but I don't want to do it first. HELP????