So, I've been struggling with depression for about a year and a half now. My anxiety is school related (I'm in high school). This year, I've only been in day school 4 days before I switched to night school. Night school I've gone to for about a month (while missing about 2-4 days a week). We have about a month left before regents/finals and summer break. I've officially reached an all time low because I can't even bring myself to shower anymore (yeah, I know, ew. Lol). I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to get held back but I can't bring myself to do my work (night school has an online course that can be done at home). I open the webpage, sit there, and cry. The school is threatening to kick me out if I don't do this work and my mom keeps nagging me about it. She doesn't understand how I feel and she's going to be extremely disappointed when she finds out that I've been lying to her saying that I've been doing work online while I'm actually home alone all day doing nothing. I really don't know what to do anymore, so my question to you is; how do I overcome this depression? I've tried medications and therapists but keep hitting dead ends. Please help if you can. It would mean the absolute WORLD to me. :'(
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I get what you mean, except for the shower part lol. I use to never go to school, and honestly didn't give a f*ck until the school took my parents to court. I still absolutely hate getting up, and going to school, but I do it. Because, when I'm older, I don't want to have regrets, I wanna have a family and be successful, and that won't happen unless I work for it. Just think of your future.. It sucks, I hate waking up.. but that's life. I wish you luck.