May 2021 4 66 Report
Schizophrenia? Help please!?

My brother was sort of diagnosed with schizophrenia a year ago by a psychologist who was doing family therapy between he and my mother, but there wasn't an in-depth evaluation.

According to my mom, my brother started telling her that flickering street lamps were sending him messages and some of the strangers around him (primarily in cars that were driving by) wanted to hurt him when he was around 18 and a half. The two years since then have been marked by his running away, various drastic plans (running away to Washington; joining the army; biking around the country; walking to South America) and brief periods of stability where he managed to hold down a job and a place to live.

According to a few mutual friends, a few months after the initial claims about street lights he did acid continuously for about a week and "was never the same after that." He began having violent outbursts (punching holes through my door when I wouldn't let him into my room; cursing out my mom; pulling out a knife on my mom's boyfriend unprovoked) and tangential speech--sometimes chanting or just saying strange things over and over (he had been repeating strange phrases since childhood, but as children they seemed less menacing). He often loses track of the conversation or seems to have to focus really hard to follow along. Also, about a year after the start of the change, he got really into Catholicism--he told my mom that voices told him he had to go to church. He also told my mom that the man who lived next to him was a "monster" who had women over for sex often, and that the women would provoke him and say things to him through the walls.

Before the change, he was very social. But he has since faded into seclusion, spending almost all of his time with my mom, at church, or completely alone. Recently, he seems to have been going through a more difficult period again. He left my grandmother's house because God told him he had to live on the streets doing God's work and gathering the young punks to rise and take over the system.

He was recently arrested, I'm not sure for what. But today, in court, all through the proceedings he kept smiling, like everything was funny. I do not talk to my brother--his presence has been threatening to me for a few years now. But he kept making eye contact with me and smiling.

Is this schizophrenia? I also feel that he might just be playing it up. Maybe? I don't know for sure because I don't talk to him, so I don't have his account firsthand, and he has always had a flair for the dramatic.

Please help. If it's something like this, I'd rather try to help him than further ostracize him.


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