last night i took 30mg of flexeril(perscription muscle relaxer) and somewhere between 60-80mg of hydrocodone. its all sorf of a haze but everytime i closed my eyes i lost complete feeling of my body or even being human for that matter. i remember my chest pounding extremely hard. i could easily see it beating out of my chest. my vision was extremely blurred and i had a sharp pain in my chest and right arm. almost a very loud ringing in my ears. i tried to stand up and immediatly fell to the floor. i kept telling myself i wasnt going to call the hospital. (im 17 and i have a good family and a little sister i have to be a good influence so calling an ambulance was out of the question.) last i remember was having a very hard time breathing i started to fall asleep but i remember everytime i about fell asleep i stopped breathing and waking myself up afraid i would die while i slept. my question is was i close to death or did i just psych myself out?

no the pain in my arm was a side effect. i took them recreationally. sorry if i didnt make the recreational part clear.